Sometimes
Sometimes. Some days. Some things. It's always some never all. I think about it when faced with days like today. I mean my current mood would be considered melancholy (very impressed there was no red line underneath that last word hehe) The color is considered BLUE! I never really know what gets me in these moods because honestly it rarely happens. I co-relate it to the fact that I think way way too much and when my brain can't hold on any longer it causes this disappointment to my heart. As a hard worker you sometimes get down too much on yourself for not working or not doing something constructive every single second. I know I am not alone because I have heard others say the exact same things. The others that work so hard they respond to text messages 30 hours later lol.
A lot has changed per the norm in my life and that never saddens me, the change you see brings me joy. Now that I am writing it out it could be possible that too much has remained the same and this is why I am blue today. I have put a lot of personal responsibilities to the side to focus on my entrepreneurial responsibilities...the difference is what I choose to not do for myself and choose to do for myself in my career future (yep its still all about me) But even within yourself you must make decisions. I remember when I would work all week, pick up extra hours even, to by more drinks, buy higher heels, and have longer nights. It was me then. This is me now. Tonight, Tahyira-the entrepreneur- is off the clock. Tahyira needs it for her soul. I am sure they both understand.
JUST BREATHE.
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